"ఎదో చూపించుకుందామనేకాని , ఈ దిక్కుమాలిన కబుర్లు తప్ప ఇంకేమన్నా మాట్లాడే ప్రయత్నం చెయ్యి , అప్పుడు చూద్దాం. తనది అమ్మాడు , నేనిది అనుకుంటన్న, మరి ఎలా చెయ్యాలి, అక్కడ ఆలా, ఇక్కడ ఇలా". Gossips of the same damn kind for ages now. Just more members, numerically older, still lame contexts. The thing is, if you want to decide something, decide it, Nah? How many times to discuss? About those unending gossips and stories in mapping the relations itself, you spit out confusion everywhere about those unending gossips and stories. And by the way, I can also bully you for the time-feasting things you speak about this one big world. A feast that consistently invites indigestion.
“Just because you had experiences of a certain kind that didn’t end well (cause what if you start wrong, with an inefficient set of fellows ?), doesn’t mean you’d rub it off of over me this indirectly and hurtfully. Isn’t it that the message is reached with the thought put into something given? What about sending the message is reached and so on? They matter”. Not wrong. Just another more commonly acceptable form of saying and doing things.
The thing is, the "questioning" and "answering" happens inside—the most intimate process. And just as you speak it out, a letter or two, the line can break. So, it all happens inside and/or to the trees, fruits, and animals.
More than fear, it's the meekness that is a part of such a process you attract. Overshadowed. The common connotation of loneliness you attract. You felt like a tiny dot and succumbed. Really, the ultimate tussle between identity and reality.
Here's not to deny that the part of it you need to get to, would bring you back someday. Just like guilt-tripping is real to the eyes and the senses, so will the undoing of that succumbing occur. So, this neverending path of "fitting in", the back-and-forth state, succumbs you to everything but success.
As the wise words wholly say, don't strive and more precisely, stress (definitely not this much) to bring everyone along with you. I get that it's very few so such a tiny denominator is hard to deal with, but it's better than a terrifically large denominator instead, where the conflicts can go beyond the hands.
If everything were visible to everyone at all times, there would be no fun, and why any dupes? Certain themes are labeled in a very unfortunately skewed way that is extremely subjective, so you know what you know, and I know what I know. They exist. They live through what we endure. We know they resumed our halted, disrupted, unsupported and left-over lives. It goes like this, if here’s where my belief lies, at least I shouldn’t demean and bully what you believe, neither indirectly/so-called subtly nor hurtfully whatsoever. Fair enough. Many times, say, if you have some medicines and any substances, they will work even better with some contribution, not a replacement. That’s the intention. Debunking and thrashing anything is useless to everything but your foolish adamance. Let this happen to those you’re into. Not wishing so, but if destiny does, you have to be up for it.
“Oh wait, you know what, recently a person’s whole body has been almost massacred into something no one would imagine. All the unnecessary equipment experimented on the person, said the very other branch appallingly and obviously. Ahem, how blindly it all went, then? These kinds of real-life incidents are almost like, whatever. Did they happen? But all praises for y’ll “advanced” beings ?”
If you say that this is when I’d need to come to take away the substances you’ve put your everything into, and I am like, eh, what if it’s a day after, the evening before the night, when you said daylight, I’m some real s***. I really am. As reasonable as this sounds, even if it’s the experimentation you okayed, care at least a bit about the stone you threw in the water. And yes, one may think, why won't anyone care? The thing is, appointing those who are timely is the real deal, and when it's already the heat from the ground you are facing all alone, I would have given it to you instead of this delay that didn't even allow the content to reach you at all. It's not a matter of hours but way less than a couple of days before which the disaster finally arrived—the crucial days passed by, taking away our gem. Don’t tell me you won’t be hurt and easily angry if you were deceived or randomly sided.
And you know it’s not a joke to you, so don’t make it one by bringing any of it. It’s that simple but undone. I know you want to talk about it; talk about when the less awkward, more common and most credible, trusted and equipped, lifted the hands above, saying it’s just the body that can gradually transform and respond in some way, but another methodology, more than replacing as those who implemented it have said, contributed to the better working of what’s already on the run. Now, see, it's about the "ratios." The proportions of various sources/inputs are all the subsets of the universal set. Perhaps, at what instant in time the "x" proportion popped up is something you can note, but when it would "activate" is ultimately possible once it clicks sometime, someday. Gratitude towards unified resources is the key. By the way, this human body sets itself right so often that it must be given the time after any major setback. For the fragility we think it personifies, it’s been subtly embodying the one and only bamboo tree.
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