See, this is how exactly a mess happens. Don’t just tell and leave. Think about it a bit. You wouldn’t not want to think they were a bit, but reasonably, so much angrier. The anger that he’s infamously known for, but let’s not mix that with here in a way that is not allowing you to realize the reality. There is enough bias initiated from all possible angles in such a way that all of it is like the law for everyone. So, anything more would be detrimental to understanding the main candied. Think of it. A route map of your life in a way. Before that, think about this.
In a horrible phase overflowing with lamentation, when I say what I do, that triggers anger, and “how could you?” you won’t want to hear me, right? Particularly, knowing it’s me who said that you keep him there and do nothing but give advice on the calls and furthermore, give up in different words and framing I can think of, say, it’s a waste of everything, i.e., perfectly not normal, common, usual and natural and what not to say so. And I tell one another about everything except the inherently reasonable “undoing” you’re into for your beloved. So, I’ve been in touch with everyone, the whole world, and the universe, and I’ve painted myself in a way that holds the tagline “I’ve said, but they didn’t hear, they were angry” in a very subtle way. Why hear anymore when the advice that screwed up so much, as eventually crystal-clear it gets, had to be much more famous for what it invited?
See, they were the very “own” fellas who “clearly” and “mouthful” said to keep him as it is, where he is, and give up in a stupidly materialistic and crappy way. When it’s your beloved on the verge of thorough hell for the ”damage” “done” to the body because of having him where he was told to be kept and not moved from there at all, you’d want to undo everything that happened in as many as ways you can do it. That’s the ultimate focus. Infinite such love is. And imagine being bombarded with sayings that throb your firm hope rather than telling all to realize that the damage has been done so horribly and the overnight call made by her at least got you to the point where we knew we had to get through this phase intimately and secretively. Is this “anger”? Is this anything but a lonely hell no one did anything about and, at least, understood at all? What reasons to tell, why to tell, and, right now, for what? It’s all done. So, the thing is, it’s about combining that “I and you,” & “what I trumpeted to all,” and “what you opened up out of the inherent intimacy you felt” only then when there is a sensible line of thoughts essaying the backdrop. Such is an actual view of the story. Phew.
You are coming to your route map now. If you suddenly disappear from anyone, not just him but anyone, in his times of madness and unrectified phase of life, it's cause you weren't the applied force for the friction acting on the point mass, and that I get it, that the destiny caused. And wait, just now, you said the typical line that continuing here is useless to your people anyway. That’s fine. That’s understood. On a side yet noteworthy note, that could’ve been said way before, so long ago. But, okay, maybe you realized later. This is not the reason behind you deciding what you did. It’s very possibly the aftereffect of doing so in the first place. "అసలింక…. మాటలు మారిపోయాయి " . Mmm, now we’re getting somewhere. Nonetheless, "What did you do?" is the question that his beloved would have for your absence which was much painful and unanticipated. Now don’t go into the mode that makes you say, "what haven’t I ?”. The thing is, the question is not even about what he told about you to his beloved and what you have done or didn’t. And now that you are talking to the flagbearers of 'em, the counterparts, useful for nothing. If they were responsible, those further down the lane would’ve taken a deep breath and lived peacefully. Siding with you in the stereotypical way as if they’ve been around at all and at least, they’ve done any at all, when you say "'it was difficult with him," etc., you better know you are in the wrong place for what you wanted to share. And just as you combine this with the “what did you do?” situation, you are up for a mess. You already know whose fellas you are talking to. They’re all into perpetuating what they are. They won’t miss a bit to paint him in a way that lauds them with safe credibility. " చెప్పి చెప్పనట్టుచెప్పటం ". A smart tactic in the wrong hands. Honestly, you know how alone and lonely he was for the great deeds these all have done. A blatantly wrong place to say anything, pal. This is very much what he has done too. Didn’t get the point of how crucial the right place and the right people could be. Furthermore, to have no one trustworthy, believable to give a piece of his heart to, for how he classified in ways that were never fixed in some way and, in simplest words, for his decisions that never stood by, wasn’t impossible. When there is no division of roles and responsibilities, it’s all on just one; forget about everything but the madness that comes with it, particularly when it’s “eternal energy and actively exuberant” self we’re dealing with.
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