, బుర్ర బాగానే రికలెక్ట్ చేస్తుందోచ్ ! "
A healthy saying that goes with this day, I believe!
TL: DR
So, guys, little breaks and evening rest won't hurt. And if what you've been doing has preoccupied and lived through you, let it and it will get through the times.
NTL:WR
Perhaps you're rooting for the sufferer in deep vain, initiating and continuing the conversations that are understandably overridden by the impalpable pain, meeting and conversing surprises(perhaps just a few hours but the best ones. You prefer thinking, talking, and writing about it), and striving the very best to keep on working, revisiting, redoing, typing, studying, and whatever it may be, but continuing it. Some of you are buckling up and others are yet to bounce back. Overall, exhausting, isn't it? Ma and Dad essentially meant "Break the day that never seems to have a braking system at all". Let's talk about that. Many of us need it, don't we? Think for yourself once. See, with all that very same self-drive, channelizing that into something else cause kuch na kuch parivarthan can never be harmful though. Um, yeah. Just cool down. Place that thing playing the audio so far away instead of straight off the PC. That sounding helps you work than elevate the drift speed! Maybe, close your eyes and listen; not type and listen. Go watch Executive Decision. Go watch a film. It's been ages. A more consciously nutritious, a little bit more walking(not just subconsciously doing that Active Recall) so free out on the lawn and above all, going out, shopping, and clothes, for real.
To me, oh I really need that !! Around May/June 2018, for sister's marriage occasion, the night shopping, and that is it. That satin and smooth blue gown fit so well btw. Before that, it was easily 2013 and earlier. This Sankranti, it's gonna be a full-blown beginning to the phase I'm getting myself into!
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Fellas, the fact that, at least as it's 4:00 pm, he's off of the chair is beyond commendable. This is where he holds the better side of the scale)). He could, though definitely so much more actively recall than I could think of, do that blinking of eyes too often (they're not watery, right?) and watch out for something to listen to,...And the efficacy and internal fulfillment are much healthy and better I listen. That makes me happy. That he does what he does so thoroughly that such lessons to borrow is a blessing and I gotta go contribute my part to it ; that's, yeah, gotta get to it. The daylight concentration feels are surely real, but interestingly, the unending talking I do could never do anything to his drift speed. It ain't even that I drift on and off too often anyway but when I do, that's when I go to him and be the best bug that I can resist if I were in his place.
From restlessly hunting for that one picture and going nuts with the folders to find that one (and one more picture, too) :
To getting bombarded with 243 pics that were absolutely needed out of the Gmail account with the most monochromatic content, so it was retrieved, and the bin wasn't full of none, thankfully. Overall, it's been too scary. Many of those 243 weren't there in Onedrive. And that was a terrible shocker. Glad about the latter. If I didn't want to do a random compilation and go through the photos for that reason, all of this wouldn't have been on the way. Nonetheless, all the black n white photos were already decided to be scanned through a photo scanner, one by one, without missing one. Now it's definitely on the list that those that bought a smile and are much needed, not necessarily monochromatic, better be scanned too.
Arghhh. For a fraction of a moment, I wondered, "What's exactly going on? I'm on my way to completing the whole of the Bookmarks folder, finishing off the Google photos, and doing that re-doing, resuming working on this young dream, uplifting painting parallelly with so much more! The whole of Singing and the vpbS would eventually be resumed, too; it's been five months already kada. And what's this now? I'm unable to find anything of these in the Original Folder. This picture I just saw is found nowhere in either Onedrive or the folders out here in This PC; video projects folder and nothing else. What to do now? Again bring every photo and album together. Better do that Original Folder digging and classifying rn itself. How much of the content in google photos isn't found in this Onedrive? Perhaps, just 2-3, but...". It was nuts. Had to stop mom from brushing my hair, the twisted n tangled to the core. Had to go out on the lawn to breathe. These ol' ones, enough of them have been out of the visible frame so often that it's the past times in mind and those present better be sure what they are. Yes ma, asalike ennenno poyyaayi antoo untaavu kada. It's time to preserve and have the content intact first as I've experientially become too comfortable with that!!! Later, the filtering and all can happen. So when expressing life and experiences, direct and indirect, the rawness gotta be there like an artist won't let down. It's like a raw file to the processed file. Meaningfulness is selective. It is. Not something that everything would have. At some point, even the 1TB and more need rest. Honest rest. This is also a point after I entirely accomplish this young dream, uplifting painting that I dearly called the Series Of Expression !!!!
Asalu ae okkati open chesina, it looks infinite but well, there's a happy ending in some way. Always. And as mom says always, it's about releasing and relieving bit by bit, which I think is the wisest to say.
P.S. The Photo Studio is heavenly. Watch out for it, fellas!! P.S. Loaded all those Digitized, Undigitized, and pictures-associated folders to the Original One for the fullest view, and right now, the urgent thing to be done is to bring all the pictures out of it. No more shockers. Not again. This mind always goes right. It takes me to a circumstance, rightfully so. Quite often if not more. After recent reviews days (and refer to previous posts peeps!) for a week, from Jan 3, this day became one more picture, too:)
P.S. Here it is. So much more to do with the Original Folder and classifying those thousands of files as much as possible. That'd be followed by the "purely random compilation," thinking about which I would've rather been working on the usual process and the series itself, but out of the blue (the blue that often doesn't make me blue), I felt like, ok, let me make a video where it's time for that untouched part of the beloved gems to be there. I'd share it with my mom, and that can be done later? Um, no, not really. Let me do that. The push is real In any way I see this day, nothing is wasted. Still, it couldn't and won't take any less time, considering how the day went and how it will go ahead! I'll be adding more. I can't miss exercising the beauty of wholesomeness. By the way, after two weeks, mom saw that video, which shook me too when it existed and lived through. And I'll figure out sharing them both.
Finally, this is how the madness in the mind can be. Ek aisa halchal jo samajhpaana itna aasaan nahi.
More than anything else, this day has been too good. Met a person, and observed his passion surrounding birds and wildlife, and we both got the point of one another. Noise reduction, detail and so much more! An intergenerational connection.
It's almost 9 pm and the intra-generational one is still going on.
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